This is feeding what I am.
It's like salt poured into a deep, infected wound. It's the
type of pain you really dig and long for. I've always been
Insecure to open up and show love. Some
Oh, Canada lyrics

Welcome to Canada, it's the Maple Leaf State.  
Canada, oh Canada it's great
 pretty girl with
Long hair, some bald guy writhing.
rejection...The kind that's self induced. The tongue that's
Bitten through. The nauseating stab. Is feeding what
I am. A short fuse.
If there really is a god, then 
Back In The Day lyrics


Well now you say you wanna be loving me,
But back in the day I wasn't good enough for ya. 
You
it's punishing me constantly.
She let me taste that sugarhole and of course, I wanted
More.
But no. I'm reduced to a Rottypanol snort and a lot of drinks.
This shit goes on and on. Just look down my pants.
Rejection..
Banned From The Back Porch lyrics

I stepped out into the night and put my feet down on the wet patio floor
The sky's air had been cooling
.It ain't a fucking game. My human dick to
blame. A sociopathic plan. Is feeding what I am.
Rejection...Takes life away from eyes. Will give you to
The skies. It makes me more than a man. Is drowning
What I am.